I hate myself and no one can get me to stop thinking that. I started hating myself today bc I keep lying and ruined my own relationship by lying and I might actually kms.. so if I'm not on for about a week, there's a chance that I killed myself.. and I'm so very sorry to @isekaimmm because I messed it up by lying knowing I shouldn't have, you don't have to forgive me and you prolly shouldn't forgive me cuz what I did was really stupid and @taliyaaaaaaaa already told you ima kms and just know it's not your fault.. it's mine.. and to everyone else, just know, even if I don't kms, just know I hate myself sm that I don't wanna talk to anyone on here for a bit...