i love chess so much i have been playing off and on for about 5 years.
When playing chess I have moments of unimaginable clarity that aid in the tactical genius of my "aimless"position while it looks like I'm pushing wood this is actually my "rope a dope", chess stratagy and I have defeated many opponents a number of times employing this strategy -by many I would say 3 or 4 and by number of times i mean about 6- lol
in summation I get a lucky moment when im not distracted at some point in the game, make a good move or two... and then I see something shiny and screw it up.Occasionally the luck comes near end game and I checkmate(hasn't happened very often)