YasmineChessS2

I am a young woman battling depression, with no expectations for life because I feel it's already too late to change anything. I have no friends and rarely see the sunlight, spending years locked inside my house. I'm exhausted by the violence in the streets and countryside, as well as by people's cruelty. A few months ago, I started playing chess as a way to distract myself from my destructive habits. However, I've realized I can no longer learn things as easily as I used to. On top of that, I've become intensely absorbed in Asian dramas to the point of dependency. I enjoy watching wild ducks every morning because they are free and unafraid to perform their dances. Putting on a dress and listening to old music on my hard drive helps me forget so much chaos. I've lost faith in gods, entities, and people; I wish I were crazy enough to see ghosts.