bro problem is that i lose to noobs coz i play worse than them
Why chess gives you depression
"(...) towards chess, we felt an utter disgust and loathing, it was nothing but an abomination, polluting the clean environment."
(modified a quote by Charles Lightoller)
Today I played more blitz and went down to 2413 from 2434
Last 7 days I lost 35 points, even though the 5 days before today and yesterday I was gaining rating
Chess sometimes feels like nonsense
I am in wretched spirits after every blunder. I believe that chess is not as the average people imagine it, with a handshake and smiles; it is very serious, very grim.
But losing to noobs and dummies of 2300 and 2200 and 2100 for two days and 15 games straight
Embrace the losses, instead of getting upset about them. Those losses exist for a reason: they're there to show you where your weaknesses are, so you can identify them and scrub them away.
Think of them like blips on a radar screen - they're helping you find your targets ... weaknesses in your play that you can seek and destroy.
I usually don't otb, also know that I only played 3 tournaments blitz and don't have FIDE elo yet lol
when I play on laptop yeah, many times, but then I rebuild myself and gain the elo back and more... I remember once I lost 50+ bullet points, then in 2 days I gained 100+
That's normal if you gain elon after a good tilt usually your getting better