i will tell you a story...

i was at the british championships and a grandmaster well known on the british circuit was there and i started talking to him. i mentioned i go on the icc=internet chess club and he said he had been on there- i said my handle was cap78red and he said oh ive played you recently i said well i guess i must have lost then? and he said 'no, you won'

the gm was keith arkell aka atomrod

And yet it's not in your ICC library. I'd have certainly saved that. Yet another uncorroborated fable.

all my grandmaster games are there from 2003 onwards but the list of my games from 2011 to 2013 have been wiped for some strange reason- the game was 2012

ask him if he lost to alan llewellyn