Sick of losing at 1450

I have come to despise the game of chess, I never improve, everybody I play is an ex-1800 who is somehow playing at 1400 so I literally have no chance, I play what I think are the best moves and I lose and somehow learn nothing, I have no idea what I could do differently besides quit at this point.

except the suck man dont fight it

Hahah yeah I accepted the suck a long time ago. Chess is hard, and at that level, you're either playing someone who is actively trying to learn better tactics, or someone who was higher and dropped, but still insanely good. Best bet study more, blunder check the crap out of every move, and try to figure out where your own mistakes are.

You are making pretty obvious errors.

I don’t know why, but you should try to fix them