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KingGoKnightKnight

I have been playing since 2018 and I just can’t gain any increase in ELO. I watch at least one video a day, have two chess books I am working through, do 15-20 minutes of puzzles on Lichess a day, try to analyze my games. But, I get further and further from my goals. I actually am starting to feel like when I loose, the other player must think I am stupid. I don't think the puzzles and books I am reading and doing generalize to games. I have tried every time constraint and the results are the same. 
And, I get frustrated when I see people who have been playing a lot shorter time than me are actually improving. People always say that we all get better at our own pace, but I’m not getting better. I feel like I’m not smart enough for chess. Honestly, I don’t know what else to do. I am now at the point where I actually get angry that I am not doing better.

KingGoKnightKnight
CaracticusPotts wrote:

Just enjoy playing.

I appreciate your reading my post and responding, but I just can't enjoy playing when I am putting in the amount of effort. I feel like this is something that people who are good at chess say to those who are not.

mongemaconha

Do you feel nervous or distracted when you play?

Slayerofbishopsandqueens
I’ve looked at your game with Eddieaaron and I think I saw the problem for that game, you took with the pawn in front of the king cracking open a weak spot which the opponent used to fork, instead of attacking the rook you probably should have added defense, I’ll look at some other games later
Slayerofbishopsandqueens
The only problem with storen is that you didn’t see the rook, besides that blunder that games was fine
Slayerofbishopsandqueens
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Slayerofbishopsandqueens
The most recent game was going pretty good, I’m not sure why you resigned that one, you probably could have mated with queen and king
AbyssGnasher

maybe you hit a wall. It happens to nearly everyone in chess.

Whitisss
Same lol, im stuck at 700
Whitisss
😭
Cyprinus-Carpio

good job

KingGoKnightKnight
Thank you for your feedback. I decided to take a day or two of off from chess to see if feeling better might help with perspective. I am not a troll. And, if you think that I am spamming, I am sorry that you feel that way.

I genuinely wanted to break something yesterday and the day before because of chess. Maybe I am brining some emotional baggage to this game.
SyselCz1234

Because u are

Abigail_will

I always get confused while Playing after learning...i don't know why😭

JubilationTCornpone
Abigail_will wrote:

I always get confused while Playing after learning...i don't know why😭

I think this is normal. You know some things already. Now your new knowledge isn't integrated into your thinking. It kind of gets in the way. You need some time to process it.

emerald_seahorse

it looks like you have been playing some rapids recently but i assume you playing tons of blitz and less rapid has had something to do with it?

ElChessKing
KingGoKnightKnight wrote:

I have been playing since 2018 and I just can’t gain any increase in ELO. I watch at least one video a day, have two chess books I am working through, do 15-20 minutes of puzzles on Lichess a day, try to analyze my games. But, I get further and further from my goals. I actually am starting to feel like when I loose, the other player must think I am stupid. I don't think the puzzles and books I am reading and doing generalize to games. I have tried every time constraint and the results are the same. 
And, I get frustrated when I see people who have been playing a lot shorter time than me are actually improving. People always say that we all get better at our own pace, but I’m not getting better. I feel like I’m not smart enough for chess. Honestly, I don’t know what else to do. I am now at the point where I actually get angry that I am not doing better.

I cant get my elo above 500, so I just play for fun. If I keep playing, it will slowly rise

Reaskali
KingGoKnightKnight wrote:

I have been playing since 2018 and I just can’t gain any increase in ELO. I watch at least one video a day, have two chess books I am working through, do 15-20 minutes of puzzles on Lichess a day, try to analyze my games. But, I get further and further from my goals. I actually am starting to feel like when I loose, the other player must think I am stupid. I don't think the puzzles and books I am reading and doing generalize to games. I have tried every time constraint and the results are the same. 
And, I get frustrated when I see people who have been playing a lot shorter time than me are actually improving. People always say that we all get better at our own pace, but I’m not getting better. I feel like I’m not smart enough for chess. Honestly, I don’t know what else to do. I am now at the point where I actually get angry that I am not doing better.

It takes time for everybody. If everybody were geniuses, then why would we be studying chess? Some people are meant to be good at other areas like sports, while others may be good at stuff like chess or studying. Everybody is special and unique in their own ways. Cheer up bro.

Osushi_Ohisama

The People on Your Rating Actually Weak At Reading Possible Tactical Set up,So If You Want To improve Its Better To learn how to Set Up Tactic With Your Pieces.